im@ no jaz » personal http://www.nicemustard.com Mon, 05 Oct 2009 01:21:31 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.7.1 en hourly 1 final seminar http://www.nicemustard.com/?p=10 http://www.nicemustard.com/?p=10#comments Fri, 22 May 2009 22:29:07 +0000 jaz c http://www.nicemustard.com/?p=10 it was my final seminar day yesterday, and my response to a sweet friend of mine captures how it went essentially:

thanks, lucy. with no modesty, my final seminar was truly the worst one i’ve done. you know one of those days when you feel every drop of ‘astronomical mercuriness’ in you is going retrograde? yesterday was it ;)

surprised by communicative crashes. much trust thrown away. an error message seems sincere and friendly compared to sudden autonomous turn-offs without literal ’saving’ grace, leaving me with an empty shell.

well, buddhists say everything arises from emptiness! perhaps today something less twisted will emerge. in any case i need a lot of cooking. it has been my meditation for some time now. through it, i hope to find wisdom to forgive my mac and myself ;) xx

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